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INTRO + MASTER FIC LIST
YJ06
beeswaxing
Ok, since no one seems to read my bio, I figure i'll put this here.

UPDATE: I have recently found out that my fics are being RE-POSTED on Twitter. I honestly don't care that you have a disclaimer and you say that it is my fic. I do not want my fics reposted anywhere for any reason whatsoever. - 13/29/03




NOTICE: I have had several requests in the last week for permission to translate my fics and at this stage, my answer is no. I am not comfortable with it and I may change my mind in the future but as far as i'm concerned, my fics will stay in English and will only be found on this journal or at beeswaxing.dreamwidth.org :S I hope all of you understand. I will also not be making PDFs. - 12/24/12





I guess I officially entered fandom in January 2012... Yes i'm a baby Cassie lmao! I was introduced to kpop in July 2011 and well, I now have no time to keep up with anything but DBSK. I don't like labels so please don't assume anything about me or who I stan/ship/whatever. Yunho is my ultimate bias. He's my ultimate anything and everything tbh lol so yeah. Jae is a VERY distant second followed by Min who is always nipping at his heels, then Su the original bias wrecker, and then Chunneh.

For everyone who comments on my fics, know that I read every single one of them. But I don't seem to have time to reply to all of them. IDK if I ever will reply to all of them, but know that I appreciate all your words. I don't friend anyone. I don't see the point because my fics are all public. It's nothing personal. I just don't do it. Not anymore anyway.

I write purely as a hobby. I'm not a serious writer and writing is form of relaxing for me so I don't appreciate being hassled for updates because I do try my best. Once writing starts becoming a chore because of the constant hounding for updates is when I say goodbye. I have a very high-stress job, and I don't need it from my hobby too. I hope you understand.





MY FICS!

CHAPTERED

Slept So Long [NC17] - YunJae - COMPLETED - 28,575 words
Yunho and Jaejoong have been dancing around each other for the better part of a decade. Through the break-up of Dong Bang Shin Ki and beyond, they are still connected. One dark night, a demon decides to come along and complicate things further, irrevocably tying them together forever.
Possession || Domination || Intoxication || Salvation || Redemption

Jejuko [PG13-R] - YunJae - YooSu/JunChun - COMPLETED - 65,153 words
How far will Jaejoong go to catch the attention of kingka, Jung Yunho?
1 || 2 || 3 || 4 || 5 || 6 || 7 || 8 || 9 || 10 || 11 || 12 || 13 || 14 || 15

Sleeping Beauty [PG13-NC17] - YunJae - COMPLETED - 155,550 words
Jaejoong just wants somewhere to call home again. Living by himself is really not as great as his sisters made it out to be and he yearns to be around people again. He misses the hustle and bustle and even the crying babies that make up his parents’ household but he’s too proud and stubborn to return. He is nineteen after all and fully capable of living his own life away from his ridiculously large family. Enter a tiny little girl who captures Jaejoong’s heart in an instant and he finds himself with a family…of sorts. And for a sheltered, very well-loved boy, complicated doesn’t even begin to describe his life from the moment the tearful baby crawls into his lap looking for comfort.
1 || 2 || 3 || 4 || 5 || 6 || 7 || 8 || 9 || 10a 10b || 11a 11b || 12 || 13 || 14a 14b || 15 || 16a 16b || 17 || 18 || 19 || 20a 20b

Forsaken R-NC17 - YunJae - ongoing (total chapters tba) - 14,752 words (so far)
There is a war brewing for control of Hell and the result hangs on the slim, pale shoulders of a young human. As pure and white as snow, yet the mark of the devil is on him, Jaejoong is destined to be the forsaken one. The bride of the Lucifer himself, his destiny was written from the day he was born on the 6th day of the 6th month of the 6th year of the new millennium. He may be the pawn of Destiny, his future supposedly damned, but a demonic prophecy throws chaos into the mix and nothing is certain anymore.
1 || 2 || 3 || 4



SERIES

The Trophy Wife series - HoMin - JaeChun - 47,671 words (so far)
The Trophy Wife [R] || The Handbook [NC17] || Short Shorts [R] || Hell Hath No Fury [PG13] || Grand Gestures Part 1 [PG13] Part 2 [NC17] || Dazed and Confused Part 1 [NC17] Part 2 [PG13] || Can You Believe It? [NC17]

50 Shades of DBSK series - All will be NC17 with various pairings - 17,259 words (so far)
YunJae || JaeMin || JaeHoMin



ONESHOTS

LIST HERE

WORD COUNT TOTAL TO DATE IN 2012: 349,101 WORDS



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Hehe it's not new but I don't really expect anyone to comment on this ;-)

I'm actually a little scared at how much i've written this year.

I've been trying to stay out of the fandom because it was just fucking insane from the fanmeet and I really wanted no part of it. My tlist was a mess and it was just...insanity. I don't know why Jaejoong inspires such madness. I really don't understand. I mean I do but I don't. I don't even know.

Ahhhhhhhh i'm so damn jealous!!!!!!! If I was in Singapore i'd totally go with you omg. What seats are you in? I know someone on my tlist who is in row 4 or something and the tickets were S$221 omg. I have never paid that much for tickets before... At least I don't remember doing it...but I probably have maybe. IDK lol. I'm sure the tickets won't go to waste especially after Taufik Batisah was in some paper with TVXQ :P You could auction it? IDK if there are auction sites in Singapore. Ebay maybe? I don't think you should have a problem though.

BUT OMG SO JEALOUS YOU'RE GONNA GET TO SEE CATCH ME LIVE AHHHHHH!!!!!!

:D i've always read yunjae, but i DONT KNOW WHY i seem to be reading more and more homin stuff gaaaahhhhh joining the comms really screwing up my OTPs (tho traci has done a good job of that on me d). you can really see the immense edge homin has over jyj, when they are able to go on tv, the numerous music shows, concerts, variety shows, radio appearances, i really miss that with jyj :(

ya the fandom is freaking crazy, not only is the truth crazy, the halftruths and untruths all serve to mix the whole damn thing into a crazy bibimbap.. i remember , after attending yoochun's fanmeet in taiwan, my new taiwanese friends were so upset with the (mainland) chinese fans because they posted a "blue" ocean pix, and actually, there was no blue ocean.. yeah well, they really got their knickers all twisted up, but then, why the heck did those chinese fans lie??? (apparently they were the ones who started the whole blue lightstick thing for yoochun)


Anywayyyyyyyy, i thought that jae as upset about the nanjing fm when i saw the hk airport pixtures, when he was so sullen.. i think he's a great idol tho, he prob knew his fans would be worried and hence the photo collage of him squatting everywhere during the mv shoot. am looking forward to that mv, and also jackal comes. i wonder if they would show the movie in malaysia. the cinemas here just showed Thieves, highest grossing kmovie ever and the small hall was only half full.. may not be economically viable to show jackal here. i want to watch jackal and fly with gold!!!


i got 4 seats for sm town because i bought from the singapore website (row 64!!! but i still bought anyway coz i thought the show would be sold out) and the next day, i got better seats - row 15 on the msian website. Gaaahhhhh the tickets are SGD 221 each... so if i cannot sell the row 64 tix i'll try to find someone who likes kpop and give them the tix, if not it would be so wasted! expensive lesson learnt... i could have bought junsu's intoxication dvd with that money, it's freaking expensive..

i hope i enjoy sm town, i actually only want to watch tvxq :D yeah, should have waited and buy their concert tix, but it was a case of super excitement that tvxq is coming = brain freeze = omg i must get the tix + worried about sold out concert = silly seats

Yeah i've taken a hiatus from fandom. It was just too tiring. The constant fighting and bitching and negativity and all the shade cast on each other by the fans just got too much. I was attracted to kpop because it's fun and while I know there is a hideous seedy underbelly, I took everything with a pinch of salt. But then Cassiopeia is unique in a good and bad way and I guess the bad really outweighed the good for me in the last fortnight and so I am bowing out. There are just too many speculations and assumptions in this fandom and for someone like me, it all just got really o__O in the end lol.

I'm here for the five men. Everything else be damned lol. But I do operate on one basic assumption and that is YunJae are together unless proven otherwise. Irrational but eh, it actually gives me a firm footing on the tumultuous ground that is this fandom.

$221 is just so crazy!!! And you bought four tickets!!!!! Though I can't really comment because apparently a ticket to Yunho's musical was sold for $2,000 and my mother said she would have given me the money for it OTL My mum is a Jae stan though lol.

To be honest, what pushed me over the edge to leave was watching JYJ perform Empty during that IAAC meet last year. They are born to perform on stage AND ON TV IN HD and for them to be unable to really pissed me off. That performance was fantastic. All three looked incredible and just...ugh the injustice really ground on me. Oh well. I'm happier now being on hiatus!

i wrote a longass account on smtown singapore.. your hunny yunho was so delicious... yum yum

it's not exactly yunho's musical, he has a small small part right?

Sorry to butt in but OMG! You are going to SM Town Singapore. So I've never been to SM town. I've always wanted to go especially if they are at neighbouring countries like Thailand or Singapore but then TV5XQ broke up into JYJ and HM T_T I heard SM town might come to Malaysia though.

Anyway, after going to JJ's Indonesia fanmeet, I'm broke T_T Airfare and hotel not cheap >.<

Enjoy your Smtown cause row 15 is actually quite good ^^

Edited at 2012-11-07 04:00 am (UTC)

:) i was waiting for the concert to be over to reply to this comment.. i wrote a long long long account of the concert..

i noticed that sm dont come to msia.. next week there'll be 2am and tim hwang (i'm going for tim's showcase in hard rock) and even jyj dont come here. i got my singapore flight tix for rm220 and i bummed at my friend's place :)

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