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Sleeping Beauty [14b/20]
Title: Sleeping Beauty (14b/20)
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: NC17
Length: Chaptered
Genre: AU, fluff, angst, drama
Disclaimer: I don't own anything apart from the story. I wish I had YunJae and if I had my way, they'd move to New Zealand so they can be civil-unionised here

Summary: Jaejoong just wants somewhere to call home again. Living by himself is really not as great as his sisters made it out to be and he yearns to be around people again. He misses the hustle and bustle and even the crying babies that make up his parents’ household but he’s too proud and stubborn to return. He is nineteen after all and fully capable of living his own life away from his ridiculously large family. Enter a tiny little girl who captures Jaejoong’s heart in an instant and he finds himself with a family…of sorts. And for a sheltered, very well-loved boy, complicated doesn’t even begin to describe his life from the moment the tearful baby crawls into his lap looking for comfort.

AN: I feel like i'm about to shatter into a million places damn it...

Chapter 14bCollapse )

m i being inconsiderate of to your hard work n wonderful work by not commenting after reading every post of this story?
yes, i think i am. but here's the thing, i just don't know what to type out.
u leave me wanting more of this fic n leave me speechless.
i just love this story so much, i keep promoting this fic in sites n to ppl who asks me what i am reading currently.
this is so intense n yest so lovely.
it has the right balance of hard n soft in it (no pun intended).
i just love this fic so much.
thank u for all the effort that u put up in writing n posting the chapters.
they r really long n emotional n fulfilling that i just crave for more n more every time i reach the end of the chapter.
i even re-read the same chapter again n gain not closing my tab for dads n days :/
yeah, i am stalkerish like that XD
loved this chapter too <3
thank u once again.
gimme moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

I'm glad Jae consulted with his sister and decided to confront Yunho, Jae seems to be strong enough to be able help Yunho get over his painful past slowly so from now on they can concentrate on their future together!

And it seems my guess about Sun Ye's death was really close to the truth!

It was so intense and so touching, I can't wait for the next one! [heart]

I feel do relieved! I'm glad that Yunho and jaejoong talked about Yunho's past issues. I gotta tell you that I'm super surprised at the revelation at the end of this chapter! OMG my hurt is hurting so bad for Yunho right now.

As always thank you for writing the chapter ^^

That definitely can be named the chapter of revelation.
My heart aches for Yunho, I'm crying for him.
But somehow I'm "happy" that he finally get it out of his chest, that he shared it with Jaejoong. Even if the triger of the rape revelation was because of a pleasurable moment for Jaejoong, a moment which kind of made Yunho live that terrible moment again, at least he get it out. It must have been something extremely hard for him to bear.
How could anyone hate him or Jiyool because of that? Urgh I want to hug them all T__T

So I finally catched up with all the chapters I missed, and I'm really addicted to your story. Thank you so much sharing it ♥

/pets Yunho/ ;-; must have been so painful for him to go through all this by himself with no one trusting him.
Oh god, I hope the Chois would plummet down to the earth and die in shame.

/rolls away with rice powder/~

Holy sh*t! I had no idea Yunho (T_T) OMG! Jaejoong really needs a lot of strength to help Yunho & Jiyool. But I know he can do this! I also know Yunho can do this coz he loves both Jiyool & Jaejoong very much. I also hope Yunho's lawyers will DESTROY Choi's in the court!! Coz seriously they are sick as their daughter if not more for not stopping her evil ways! They freaking knew about everything and let her be! Yunho U need to tell JJ about the court case so he can get all the Kim's to the rescue! His sisters will smash Choi's to peaces for sure when they find out! OMG! I am so anxious for the next update~! (>_<) PS: If U ever will think of closing Ur LJ I am going to hunt U down and kick Ur sorry ass for doing it to US! There will be nowhere for U to hide from Us! U may be an 'M' but Ur readers are even more 'M's then U so yeah... U are doomed LOL

Edited at 2012-10-17 12:45 am (UTC)

Lmaoooo Jae's shameless when it comes to what he won't do to get away from his sisters.

I must admit I think he's kinda sick to want to bleed during sex for pleasure (and that must hit home with Yunho on some level), rough sex or even pain is one thing but he seems oblivious to the possibility of infections and all those wonderful things that go with internal tearing. Stupid boy. I am so glad that Yunho's the level-headed one this time and didn't let him get his way completely.

Ah, and poor Yunho, constantly tormented by his memories. Jiyool was conceived that way, of course. Sunye was controlling and abusive in all aspects, so...well, that didn't come as a surprise to me as a reader, so I doubt that revelation did much but confirm Jaejoong's suspicions. More cards are out on the table though, so that's good. Now Yunho has to make things easier for himself and be upfront about the whole custody issue and fight all his battles with his wifey by his side. :)

My twin told me to ignore your comment but i'm going to address something.

I write from experience. My own life 90% of the time. That being said, you cannot imagine how offensive your words are to me. Sick? Stupid? And you are making assumptions about the internal tearing. There was no internal tearing. And it's not the blood that gets him off, its the pain overlying the pleasure that he enjoys. Rough sex does not = tearing. He just wanted to feel the burn more, not be injured. And all that? That's me. So I am offended. Extremely so actually.

While I appreciate you taking the time to comment, I can do without unnecessary comments like these. I accept constructive criticism and get it a lot especially from people who know me, but your comments as a whole (not just this chapter) border on obnoxious. I don't know what other writers are like, but I pour everything into what I write, because my work is very high stress and I need an outlet.

So I guess i'm saying that my patience is at an end. You can keep reading, or you can stop, but keep your comments to yourself.

T______T We knew Yunho surrendered himself to that bitch to save other people so it's totally expected that he was physically and of course mentally abused. What I didn't expect was for that disgusting bitch to rape him. So that's how Jiyool came about. No wonder Yunho finally lost his love for her 20 months ago(mentioned in the first chapter) Cruel as it may sound, at least he has Jiyool from that traumatic episode. Jiyool might be a child of rape but it's because of her that Yunho's was salvaged from being broken totally. The way she was conceived was definitely a mistake but Jiyool's existence is definitely no mistake to Yunho and now to Jaejoong too.

I'm glad that Sun Ye's fake suicide attempt turns real cause to be honest, if she didn't die, Yunho and Jiyool's lives will continue to suffer. Sigh, I know being raped is traumatic and humiliating epesically if it's publicly known. But if I am Yunho, I would have reported to police, filed for divorce and suffered in that demented bitch's hand. Yeah, people might believe Sun Ye instead of Yunho especially since she has that damn dvd and Yunho is a man afterall but maybe with professional psychiatric evaluation reports of Yunho (I mean on his trauma) and testaments from prostitutes that she has abused before, it'll help to show how demented and fucking perverted she was. Anyway, no point saying so much since she's dead. Good riddance.

I'm glad that Jaejoong came into their lives. I know it'll take great efforts and Jaejoong will experienced major heartaches but he is a strong man and he has the backing of a wonderful family. The Chois are disgusting and I hope Yunho's plans for the past few months will work. They cannot have custody of Jiyool, never =.=

As for Jaejoong liking rough sex, well, it's his choice. I might not be comfortable with it but well, as long as it was pre agreed by both parties and it's done in a careful manner, why not? It's their sex life and if Jaejoong actually likes some pain with pleasure and it's not overboard, it's ok. I like how careful Yunho is with Jaejoong in this chapter. As Yunho still has many emotional demons crowding him, it's good that he's more careful. Cause well, I am just worried that if they have sex in the time of angers, things might just get out of hand.

I am glad that Yunho apologised about the incident at the music room and Jaejoong confronted him about being used. Communication is very important between a couple. Yeah, some communication might end up with the couple arguing but it's good to lay things out that to keep everything bottled up cause bottling up will only snowball all the frustrations and misunderstanding and etc.

I really like how you write. You always managed to infuse humors into very dark chapters.

PS: *Hugs* I know you've been real stressed lately. Fighting bb!

Edited at 2012-10-18 07:52 am (UTC)

Please do use me as collateral damage, I realllllyyy don't mind;).
But kjfqi^:$jqz%£+/ The Ending!!!! O________O
My feels... I would wish Sun Ye back to live just so I could kill her myself!

Next chapter is up btw... I forgot to add the link at the bottom. And um, I think you're going to want to kill me next OTL


Did she plan to have a kid to have something over yunho or did she just want yunho to cum to show that she won or, well, both?

Everything was so sexy but everytime she has to ruin it. I can't wait until the day they get rough and hot with each other and she won't be thereto distract them.

The grandparents are hinting that they have something over him to win the lawsuit but do they? For all I remember, the crucial piece is still somewhere hidden.

I was like D":< when yunho got flashback about sun ye. Almost in tears jae was there for yunho and kdjxjdofjkd. Poor baby jiyool ;____; but she was too precious and she was so lucky to have loving parents like jae and yunho <3

The first part of the chapter was do damn funny! JaeJoong turned out the be a really naughty boy *____________* but seriously, how could he do that with the baby in the room? OTL lust must be a powerful thing [never felt it]

I can understand a little Jae's need to rough sex ... he liked it the last time, and he wanted to feel again that pleasure that comes along with the pain. I have to say, that my little pure and untouched self, wants to feel something like that too >//////<

YunHo ;___; oh my God that poor boy, I knew that the fact that he remembers SunYe while JaeJoong is doing some naughty things to him would bring trouble X_X
That evil woman, how could, how the fuck could a woman be so damn heartless and so fucking evil?
It's so sad that JiYool had to be the product of something like that, but she's a wonderful child, despite her mother's evilness, she is not like that, and I hope she'll never be. I don't want the Choi's to get in touch with her, because they would only create maybe another SunYe :\

JaeJoong is so strong to be there for YunHo and JiYool despite the fact that he's only a teenager /sighs/
He could never hate YunHo or JiYool

Thank you for the wonderful story~ and you're a great writer~!


Poor Yunho! But I think that speaking out his horrific flashbacks is good for him. He can throw away those bad memories and, bit by bit, he can clear his mind and soul. Jae is there to help. Jae knows now how to bring Yunho back to reality and how to comfort him.
I remember the scene with Yunho's nightmare and Jae singing to him. And now, telling Yunho that he is Joongie and caressing him. Yes, Jaejoong has the power to make that witch dissapear from Yunho's mind. Because there is a strong bond between them and, through the mental link, Jaejoong can enter Yunho's mind and get him out of these visions and nightmares.

Edited at 2013-11-06 10:07 pm (UTC)

It hurts to hear Yunho begging Jaejoong not to hate him and Jiyool just because Sunye raped him... :(
I can never imagine how much pain he have gone through for the last decade... I think I won't be able to imaging it... ever.
Gawd I'm so glad that Jaejoong comes back to Yunho's life after 16yrs because god knows what would've happened if he never meets Yunho again ;;A;;
Aaahhh Nicki I feel you, lol! It's kind of depressing reading this part and part A because you know.. Yunho bared almost everything to Jaejoong and I guess I can be called a masochist as well coz I'm willing to read this part over and over again, LOL xD