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I don't have words right now and that hug honestly sums up everything I feel for y'all.

I also just wanted to clarify that my journal is not FRIEND locked. I put it all on private so it's locked for everyone. Only I can see my posts. Not even being my friend will allow you to see anything. I left the Dong Bang Daddies fic recs up because it isn't fair to the comm cos all this happened after they rec-ced my fic. Once September is over I will put them on private again.

I don't know if I'll be back. I'll keep writing but no clue if I'll be posting. My fics are literally like pieces of my soul. I write to feel what I cannot seem to IRL and I guess being violated time and time again is just too much. This is at least the fifth incident of translating without permission in 2013 (PLUS all the plagiarism crap too), and the main reason why I'm finally saying enough and making my journal private is because this person claims to have asked me, admitted that I said NO and then proceeded to do it anyway.

That lack of respect is just too fucking much.

I've said time and time again that I write for me. I don't need an audience. But I posted because it seemed to make a small part of fandom happy. In all the real life angst that is Cassiopeia, I thought giving something to you would be fine considering how much relief I get from losing myself in writing about these five men.

But you know the adage fool me once shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me? My tolerance level for these shenanigans has been pretty fucking high and I'm just done.


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it's sad that you've come to this decision... but i understand that it has to be done... i am one of those, who will always look forward to your updates and it just saddens me that i won't get to see your work anymore.

stupid plagiarizers and translators who refuse to listen and don't even know the meaning of the word "NO". i hate them.

i, for one, LOVE ALL YOUR STORIES. it's the truth and well... it's one of the things i go back to re-reading when i feel like it or when the fic updates are just crap or when i just want to remember the things that you made yunho, jaejoong, yoochun, junsu and changmin do. ^^ your stories have always been a form of stress reliever --- i might be repeating what your readers have already said but it is the truth.

i'm sorry to have to see these stories go. TT______TT i will miss them so much.

i really hope that one day, you'll decide to come back again. if that day knows, know that i will be one of those who respect you as a great and talented writer who will be waiting. :)

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