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I don't have words right now and that hug honestly sums up everything I feel for y'all.

I also just wanted to clarify that my journal is not FRIEND locked. I put it all on private so it's locked for everyone. Only I can see my posts. Not even being my friend will allow you to see anything. I left the Dong Bang Daddies fic recs up because it isn't fair to the comm cos all this happened after they rec-ced my fic. Once September is over I will put them on private again.

I don't know if I'll be back. I'll keep writing but no clue if I'll be posting. My fics are literally like pieces of my soul. I write to feel what I cannot seem to IRL and I guess being violated time and time again is just too much. This is at least the fifth incident of translating without permission in 2013 (PLUS all the plagiarism crap too), and the main reason why I'm finally saying enough and making my journal private is because this person claims to have asked me, admitted that I said NO and then proceeded to do it anyway.

That lack of respect is just too fucking much.

I've said time and time again that I write for me. I don't need an audience. But I posted because it seemed to make a small part of fandom happy. In all the real life angst that is Cassiopeia, I thought giving something to you would be fine considering how much relief I get from losing myself in writing about these five men.

But you know the adage fool me once shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me? My tolerance level for these shenanigans has been pretty fucking high and I'm just done.


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Hi, Nickki.

I'm not sure if you could read this or not, but I want to apologize to you.

I am the one who have translated your fic, The Ring. I honestly have not thought much about it, how it would hurt your feelings. I have made a mistake, and I acknowledge it. I have deleted the post from my blog, and I promise to never again try to translate your fics against your will.

I'm ashamed of my awful behaviour, and although it's hard, I hope you would accept my apology. I'm deeply, truly sorry for what I did. The damage has been done and I could not change the fact that I disrespect you. I knew I did by doing so, and I'm responsible for everything that I've done.

I really don't know what else to say, because, really, your fan fictions are all great. There's nothing I can say to make you change your mind about locking your journal, but it's my fault and I feel so guilty. I regret it. You are a wonderful author and I'm so sorry for upsetting you.

Once again, I'm so so so so so sorry, Nikki. Sorry doesn't change anything, but I really, really acknowledge my fault. I guess that's all I could offer. I'm sorry.

Edited at 2013-09-04 05:41 am (UTC)

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