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The 5 Whys
YJ01
beeswaxing
Let's play a simple game...



My technical husband played this game with me.

Problem: You keep getting attacked in fandom.

1. Why?
Because i'm an easy target.

2. Why?
Because i'm "everywhere" thanks to my writing and I have a personality that can cause people to hate my guts.

3. Why?
Because my stories are well-known somehow, and it's actually pretty easy to dislike me.

4. Why?
Because they don't think I deserve to be "popular" and hate that I am.

5. Why?
How the fuck would I know? I'm not the moron(s) being stupid about fanfiction.

My husband face-palmed.

Conclusion: So basically, according to me, I keep getting attacked because people are morons... And I realised that i'm dismissive as hell and it practically oozes out of my pores at times and probably should dial it back OTL



I played this game with atriums too.
Problem: I keep getting attacked in fandom.

1. Why?
It would seem that people are jealous to the point of irrationality.

2. Why?
Perhaps you've got something they've always yearned for, whether it be happiness, writing talent, a lucrative career, so on and so forth.

3. Why?
Because you worked hard for what you have, and maybe they've been working hard too -- striving -- but somehow they've yet to earn the things you have.

4. Why?
A sense of entitlement.

5. Why?
Avarice, envy, wrath, lust, acedia -- five of the seven "deadly sins" that I personally believe are all just nothing more than the basics of humanity.

One of my favorite lyrics is the line "Sorrow made you" from the song The Invisible Wall by the GazettE, a Japanese band. And it's true -- because if you do not know sorrow (if you do not know the seven "deadly sins", not just sorrow) then you would not know and appreciate things like love and happiness and be able to appreciate them.

It goes along with the fact that it's okay to not like something. It's okay to lust, it's okay to envy -- but when they start coming together in a melting pot it just makes hatred. And that's not okay.

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Conclusion: April is far more eloquent than me and all this hate is just an aspect of human nature which I can actually subscribe to. What I can't is understanding why people feel the need to expend all this energy on hating someone they don't even know.




Now how about you play it too?

I hate Beeswaxing/Nikki.
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

And maybe you'll discover something about yourself.




It's all about the game and how you play it.
All about control and if you can take it.
All about your debt and if you can pay it.
It's all about pain and who's gonna make it.


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if.. i come to hates you.. well maybe i will have to say I hate Beeswaxing/Nikki.
Why? of your too straightforwardness

Why? sometimes i can't really take your wicked jokes, but since i love you, i don't have enough reason to hates you just for this

Why? Nikki is just simply awesome, so maybe that's why ppl hates you.. (not me tho)

Why? you seems not real.. it's like.. your life and your love life looked too good to be true (i love your perfect love story with your OH)

Why? Nikki oh Nikki.. talent people always hated.. so just try to get over it LOL


Dude, do you really think i'd air all my RL dirty laundry? What you see are the good parts of my marriage lol. If you met us in the first 2-3 years you'd think we're about to divorce daily the way we argue.

Actually, that's not true. I don't hate anyone (except Changmin...and Jaejoong...and maybe Yunho...but not because they're talented).

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